But now old friends are acting strange.
They shake their heads, they say I've changed.
But something's lost and something's gained
In living every day.
I've looked at life from both sides now,
thanks to 4JJ I who show me the way, ...
akhirnya tepat 5 tahun, mimpi gue tercapai
untuk mereka yang pernah menemani gue baik susah maupun seneng,
salute ....
Sunday, September 11, 2005
Thursday, August 25, 2005
say love, if u really care.....
Salam atas nama cinta
yang sempurna selayak doa - doa pujangga
yang bahasanya mudah namun menganggumkan
nyata tak akan terbantah
Salam atas nama cinta
yang seluruh nuansa hati bebas bercerita
dan mengalun harmoni bahagia bercahaya
seperti biasa, tak hilang oleh masa
Salam atas nama yang mereka sebut cinta
yang janji sejati mengkristal pada gelas kaca
dan berdenting riang seiring melodi surga
ya ! karena cinta memang tak pernah sederhana
Salam untuk cinta aku dan dia
semoga harapan menjadi kekal selamanya
tak lenyap, abadi sampai senja menjelang
R.d
yang sempurna selayak doa - doa pujangga
yang bahasanya mudah namun menganggumkan
nyata tak akan terbantah
Salam atas nama cinta
yang seluruh nuansa hati bebas bercerita
dan mengalun harmoni bahagia bercahaya
seperti biasa, tak hilang oleh masa
Salam atas nama yang mereka sebut cinta
yang janji sejati mengkristal pada gelas kaca
dan berdenting riang seiring melodi surga
ya ! karena cinta memang tak pernah sederhana
Salam untuk cinta aku dan dia
semoga harapan menjadi kekal selamanya
tak lenyap, abadi sampai senja menjelang
R.d
im going back to the stars
Aku kembali ke bintang - bintang
karena tergores luka yang amat sangat
langkahku lelah, remuk termakan cerita
Pada September di tepi batas
rencana koyak terbuai oleh derai
tatapanku hampa, hilang seiring praduga
Sesempurna mimpi hanyalah kiasan
yang tersisa sedalam luka dan air mata
perjuangan telah usai kawan
Inilah akhir senja yang ku takutkan
R.d
karena tergores luka yang amat sangat
langkahku lelah, remuk termakan cerita
Pada September di tepi batas
rencana koyak terbuai oleh derai
tatapanku hampa, hilang seiring praduga
Sesempurna mimpi hanyalah kiasan
yang tersisa sedalam luka dan air mata
perjuangan telah usai kawan
Inilah akhir senja yang ku takutkan
R.d
Friday, August 12, 2005
Both Side Now
Bows and flows of angel hair,
And ice cream castles in the air,
And feather canyons everywhere
I've looked at clouds that way.
But now they only block the sun,
They rain and snow on everyone.
So many things I could have done,
But clouds got in my way.
I've looked at clouds from both sides now,
From up and down, and still somehow
It's clouds' illusions I recallI really don't know clouds
at all
Moons and Junes and ferris wheels,
The dizzy, dancing way you feel,
When every fairy tale comes real
I've looked at love that way.
But now it's just another show,
You leave them, laughing as you go.
And if you care, don't let them know.
Don't give yourself away.
I've looked at love from both sides now,
From give and take, and still somehow
It's love's illusions I recall
I really don't know love at all.
At all.
Tears and fears and feeling proud,
To say, "I love you" right out loud
Dreams and schemes and circus crowds
I've looked at life that way.
But now old friends are acting strange.
They shake their heads, they say I've changed.
But something's lost and something's gained
In living every day.
I've looked at life from both sides now,
From win and lose, and still somehow
It's life's illusions I recall
I really don't know life at all.
At all.
I've looked at life from both sides now,
From win and lose, and still somehow
It's life's illusions
I recallI really don't know life at all.
At all.
Both Side Now ~ Judy Collins
And ice cream castles in the air,
And feather canyons everywhere
I've looked at clouds that way.
But now they only block the sun,
They rain and snow on everyone.
So many things I could have done,
But clouds got in my way.
I've looked at clouds from both sides now,
From up and down, and still somehow
It's clouds' illusions I recallI really don't know clouds
at all
Moons and Junes and ferris wheels,
The dizzy, dancing way you feel,
When every fairy tale comes real
I've looked at love that way.
But now it's just another show,
You leave them, laughing as you go.
And if you care, don't let them know.
Don't give yourself away.
I've looked at love from both sides now,
From give and take, and still somehow
It's love's illusions I recall
I really don't know love at all.
At all.
Tears and fears and feeling proud,
To say, "I love you" right out loud
Dreams and schemes and circus crowds
I've looked at life that way.
But now old friends are acting strange.
They shake their heads, they say I've changed.
But something's lost and something's gained
In living every day.
I've looked at life from both sides now,
From win and lose, and still somehow
It's life's illusions I recall
I really don't know life at all.
At all.
I've looked at life from both sides now,
From win and lose, and still somehow
It's life's illusions
I recallI really don't know life at all.
At all.
Both Side Now ~ Judy Collins
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
the chosen one,.. is my special one
summertime and winter is gone
daylight at the vale its treasure the moments
lyin in the grass dream about fairyland
counting clouds like it never goes to die
with sunlight, I shall be your lyre,
a sweet melody to your memories
summertime in vale hold me closely
and my heart free to whisper endlessly
Just reach out your hand
And by your side is where I will stand
Be sure and love your true friend
and I will be there for you time and again
And Hopefully you will clearly see
The reason I write is for you and me
R.d
yes,... it is for u my special one
daylight at the vale its treasure the moments
lyin in the grass dream about fairyland
counting clouds like it never goes to die
with sunlight, I shall be your lyre,
a sweet melody to your memories
summertime in vale hold me closely
and my heart free to whisper endlessly
Just reach out your hand
And by your side is where I will stand
Be sure and love your true friend
and I will be there for you time and again
And Hopefully you will clearly see
The reason I write is for you and me
R.d
yes,... it is for u my special one
Sunday, July 10, 2005
Dancing in the middle of morning
noone perfect in this unperfect world or life...
but there always many people want to be a perfect at least closest enough..
in many ways of course,.. like hard work, try to be better then yesterday, or maybe with "stupid way" degrading others, so anyone else look he/she better then that person..
lets talk this "special ways",
its natural for human being want to be a center spot,..
and natural too they didnt want to lose by other person (pls correct me if im wrong)
in several case , like debating..
they always keep his/her argument, but they didnt want to listen others argue..
in fact they start DEGRADE his enemy,.. {its called mentally war}
for them its enjoyable to degrade others,.. (not for me)
and this is a good reason for me , not to joining in politics (coz its dirty but legally ways to reach the POWER)
an "intelectual person or superior thinker" dont want to show his arrogance for anything they things crap, but they will talkative at the right time...
but never use his/her ego they always want to prove the truth with better ways,
not with "barbarian culture"
im not someone like that , im not an intelectual person or superior thinker,
im not a "barbarian person" who debate with DEGRADE other people
im not proud for what i am, but im proud for what i have done so far..
and always try to be better and more wise, so im not stucked at "childish point"
if im wrong , im sorry , it just a simple opinion from this ordinary person
but there always many people want to be a perfect at least closest enough..
in many ways of course,.. like hard work, try to be better then yesterday, or maybe with "stupid way" degrading others, so anyone else look he/she better then that person..
lets talk this "special ways",
its natural for human being want to be a center spot,..
and natural too they didnt want to lose by other person (pls correct me if im wrong)
in several case , like debating..
they always keep his/her argument, but they didnt want to listen others argue..
in fact they start DEGRADE his enemy,.. {its called mentally war}
for them its enjoyable to degrade others,.. (not for me)
and this is a good reason for me , not to joining in politics (coz its dirty but legally ways to reach the POWER)
an "intelectual person or superior thinker" dont want to show his arrogance for anything they things crap, but they will talkative at the right time...
but never use his/her ego they always want to prove the truth with better ways,
not with "barbarian culture"
im not someone like that , im not an intelectual person or superior thinker,
im not a "barbarian person" who debate with DEGRADE other people
im not proud for what i am, but im proud for what i have done so far..
and always try to be better and more wise, so im not stucked at "childish point"
if im wrong , im sorry , it just a simple opinion from this ordinary person
Personality Test
just read the F**king Manual
Personality Plus by Florence littauer
how to understand people with understand yourself
this is the test, its doc files dont worry i never put any viruses there , coz i hate them too
personality test
Personality Plus by Florence littauer
how to understand people with understand yourself
this is the test, its doc files dont worry i never put any viruses there , coz i hate them too
personality test
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
Menjelang Senja
ketika senja berada pada ujung landasan..
dan tepi jalan sudah sepi dari lalu lalang..
yang mereka sebut sore menuju malam..
Rommy : rokok ku belum habis terbakar.. tak perlu tergesa menjemputnya...
Arie : Cinta tak mengenal waktu, kawan ! bukan maksud tak sabar,.. tapi karena dia tak
dapat menunggu nya...
Icha : Orang seperti mu seakan mengerti akan cinta...seperti siang tadi,. terlihat orang gila
berteriak lantang "aku cinta kamu" ... yah, semoga saja kamu tak seperti dia
Arie : ah , cha.. ! kamu tak tau , mungkin tak mengerti.. sebelum rasa itu resap ke dalam
mata hati mu..
kiki : sudah lah,.. tak perlu debat satu kalimat kosong tanpa makna lebih baik lanjutkan
tugas kita..
Arie : bagaimana bisa menulis naskah, sedangkan inspirasi tak hadir di sini ?
Rommy : Pikiran mu melayang ke alam maya kawan.. , serius dikit lah.. sudah mendekati
tenggat Rie..
Arie : Bukan tak ingin menyelesaikan naskah.. tapi memang kalimat terus menggumpal tak
dapat ku tulis..
Iwan : Saat kau menginginkan, terlalu sulit untuk menggenggamnya erat namun ketika tak
peduli, dia datang dengan mudah,. lalu menyesal ketika dia pergi meninggalkan
luka..hahahaha tak jauh beda..
Kiki : maksud mu ?
Icha : seperti tak tau dia saja,.. selalu terbuai pada alam pikiran lalu berkata tak jelas ,..
seakan semua memahami dirinya
Iwan : mungkin orang gila itu lebih mengerti apa yang ku katakan... Karena mereka yang
berkata cinta selalu tak dapat menjelaskan arti, makna, dan yang lebih keterlaluan, tak
dapat menyembuhkan luka nya sendiri..
Rommy : mereka terus bertanya, bukan ? dan tetap mencari air untuk memadamkan api..
Iwan : ya , dan mereka tak pernah menemukan jawabannya... yang ingin ku sampaikan,
sudah tersampaikan..
pada sebuah teras yang mulai lembab oleh rintik gerimis..
dengan iringan dari sebuah radio tua..
dan ratusan lembar coretan buah imajinasi mereka...
sehari sebelum bubar oleh konspirasi..
in memoriam Teater Teras 2001
dan tepi jalan sudah sepi dari lalu lalang..
yang mereka sebut sore menuju malam..
Rommy : rokok ku belum habis terbakar.. tak perlu tergesa menjemputnya...
Arie : Cinta tak mengenal waktu, kawan ! bukan maksud tak sabar,.. tapi karena dia tak
dapat menunggu nya...
Icha : Orang seperti mu seakan mengerti akan cinta...seperti siang tadi,. terlihat orang gila
berteriak lantang "aku cinta kamu" ... yah, semoga saja kamu tak seperti dia
Arie : ah , cha.. ! kamu tak tau , mungkin tak mengerti.. sebelum rasa itu resap ke dalam
mata hati mu..
kiki : sudah lah,.. tak perlu debat satu kalimat kosong tanpa makna lebih baik lanjutkan
tugas kita..
Arie : bagaimana bisa menulis naskah, sedangkan inspirasi tak hadir di sini ?
Rommy : Pikiran mu melayang ke alam maya kawan.. , serius dikit lah.. sudah mendekati
tenggat Rie..
Arie : Bukan tak ingin menyelesaikan naskah.. tapi memang kalimat terus menggumpal tak
dapat ku tulis..
Iwan : Saat kau menginginkan, terlalu sulit untuk menggenggamnya erat namun ketika tak
peduli, dia datang dengan mudah,. lalu menyesal ketika dia pergi meninggalkan
luka..hahahaha tak jauh beda..
Kiki : maksud mu ?
Icha : seperti tak tau dia saja,.. selalu terbuai pada alam pikiran lalu berkata tak jelas ,..
seakan semua memahami dirinya
Iwan : mungkin orang gila itu lebih mengerti apa yang ku katakan... Karena mereka yang
berkata cinta selalu tak dapat menjelaskan arti, makna, dan yang lebih keterlaluan, tak
dapat menyembuhkan luka nya sendiri..
Rommy : mereka terus bertanya, bukan ? dan tetap mencari air untuk memadamkan api..
Iwan : ya , dan mereka tak pernah menemukan jawabannya... yang ingin ku sampaikan,
sudah tersampaikan..
pada sebuah teras yang mulai lembab oleh rintik gerimis..
dengan iringan dari sebuah radio tua..
dan ratusan lembar coretan buah imajinasi mereka...
sehari sebelum bubar oleh konspirasi..
in memoriam Teater Teras 2001
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
Skies Talk
"langit ku lebih biru"
"langit ku tertutup awan kelam"
"adalah kehampaan yang mengisi ku"
"tapi bukan kegelapan yang mengisi mu"
"tanpa bintang tanpa putih nya awan"
"dengan sebuah matahari itu sudah cukup"
"tapi aku tak merasakan pekat"
"pekat hanya akan meluluhkan mu"
"kenapa kau menangis sendu ?"
"aku tak pernah menangis, karena ini hanya lukisan"
"dan aku ?"
"sama seperti aku yang dahulu"
Do you realize ? every person hasnt satisfied enough 4 what they have , they try to get better or even worst, try to be someone else even knew they cant, try to dream and judge 4 what they see ... not from inside..
correct me if its not true,..
today i realized im getting better not because i have high position in m3
but because something what i have done..
its not longer work for fun like i did 2 years ago but work for learn
"langit ku tertutup awan kelam"
"adalah kehampaan yang mengisi ku"
"tapi bukan kegelapan yang mengisi mu"
"tanpa bintang tanpa putih nya awan"
"dengan sebuah matahari itu sudah cukup"
"tapi aku tak merasakan pekat"
"pekat hanya akan meluluhkan mu"
"kenapa kau menangis sendu ?"
"aku tak pernah menangis, karena ini hanya lukisan"
"dan aku ?"
"sama seperti aku yang dahulu"
Do you realize ? every person hasnt satisfied enough 4 what they have , they try to get better or even worst, try to be someone else even knew they cant, try to dream and judge 4 what they see ... not from inside..
correct me if its not true,..
today i realized im getting better not because i have high position in m3
but because something what i have done..
its not longer work for fun like i did 2 years ago but work for learn
Dont wait to change yourself
"OPPORTUNITY IS MISSED BY MOST PEOPLE BECAUSE IT IS DRESSED IN OVERALLS AND LOOKS LIKE WORK"
Thomas A. Edison (1847-1931)
*100 most influence people in history (Michael H Hart)
seseorang yang dikatakan "luar biasa bodoh" ini oleh guru nya , ternyata adalah seorang yang akhirnya mempengaruhi dunia dengan apa yang dia temukan.
so , apa loe masih mikir klo loe gak bisa berubah seperti dia ?
change yourself before you change the world*
*nih tulisan terpampang gede2 di whiteboard kamar gue :D
Thomas A. Edison (1847-1931)
*100 most influence people in history (Michael H Hart)
seseorang yang dikatakan "luar biasa bodoh" ini oleh guru nya , ternyata adalah seorang yang akhirnya mempengaruhi dunia dengan apa yang dia temukan.
so , apa loe masih mikir klo loe gak bisa berubah seperti dia ?
change yourself before you change the world*
*nih tulisan terpampang gede2 di whiteboard kamar gue :D
Love = Hope
cinta itu sebuah pengharapan...
berharap untuk memilikinya..
berharap tidak merasa kesepian..
atau sekedar berharap menjadi teman canda
di setiap detik waktu yang berjalan...
ketika harapan menjadi hampa...
tak ada lagi keinginan...
yang tersisa hanya sebuah rasa hambar...
bahkan seperti bisikan yang tak terdengar,...
ketika keputus asaan datang...
saat cahayanya perlahan menghilang..
jangan biarkan kebencian meradang...
atau teringat abadi tak termakan usia...
jika harapan mulai berpendar memudar...
tutup mata sejenak...
lepaskan dan lapangkan gelas kaca
apakah masih ada permata tersisa....
jika memang tak ada harapan...
kabari dia, jangan biarkan terduduk menunggu hingga petang...
maaf, jika saya berkata lancang...
hanya sebuah coretan sebelum mentari pagi menyapa,...
Kadang kita seperti terlalu khawatir dengan apa yang kita miliki atau bahkan yang belum kita miliki, selintas terbesit pertanyaan-pertanyaan untuk para pecinta di luar sana
"apa sih cinta menurut loe ?
bagi gue sih cinta itu yah seperti puisi di atas , kombinasi mutualisme dari harapan,kebencian,dendam,canda,bahkan sakit ati
kayaknya basi banget nih post , cinta mulu, actually karena emang sebenernya masih ragu....
apakah gue atau mungkin loe, udah pernah ngerasain true love ?
berharap untuk memilikinya..
berharap tidak merasa kesepian..
atau sekedar berharap menjadi teman canda
di setiap detik waktu yang berjalan...
ketika harapan menjadi hampa...
tak ada lagi keinginan...
yang tersisa hanya sebuah rasa hambar...
bahkan seperti bisikan yang tak terdengar,...
ketika keputus asaan datang...
saat cahayanya perlahan menghilang..
jangan biarkan kebencian meradang...
atau teringat abadi tak termakan usia...
jika harapan mulai berpendar memudar...
tutup mata sejenak...
lepaskan dan lapangkan gelas kaca
apakah masih ada permata tersisa....
jika memang tak ada harapan...
kabari dia, jangan biarkan terduduk menunggu hingga petang...
maaf, jika saya berkata lancang...
hanya sebuah coretan sebelum mentari pagi menyapa,...
Kadang kita seperti terlalu khawatir dengan apa yang kita miliki atau bahkan yang belum kita miliki, selintas terbesit pertanyaan-pertanyaan untuk para pecinta di luar sana
"apa sih cinta menurut loe ?
bagi gue sih cinta itu yah seperti puisi di atas , kombinasi mutualisme dari harapan,kebencian,dendam,canda,bahkan sakit ati
kayaknya basi banget nih post , cinta mulu, actually karena emang sebenernya masih ragu....
apakah gue atau mungkin loe, udah pernah ngerasain true love ?
Monday, July 04, 2005
World Of Warcraft Offline
World of Warcraft Offline
Forum Source WDDG temporary forum
BlizzhackersWoW
WoW Community
latest release : WDDG Community 1.5 Ltd
database : Blackstorm 1.2 database
nah, piracy is a crime, but using it simply make us learn something
need open source WoW emu this crap protect his source and want to paid 4 what they stoled
Forum Source WDDG temporary forum
BlizzhackersWoW
WoW Community
latest release : WDDG Community 1.5 Ltd
database : Blackstorm 1.2 database
nah, piracy is a crime, but using it simply make us learn something
need open source WoW emu this crap protect his source and want to paid 4 what they stoled
Song Of The Month , Coldplay ~ Speed Of Sound (X and Y)
All that noise and all that sound
All those places I have not found
And birds go flying at the speed of sound
To show you how it all began
Birds came flying from the underground
If you could see it then you'd understand
Oh, when you see it then you'll understand
complicated lyric, what 1st thing come to ur head when u listen speed of sound ?for me there is only some part from the lyric..
"if u could see it then you'd understand"
Yup we always need prove, not magic or spiritual concept
or,.... our brain is not smart enough to understand simply word called " GOD "
All those places I have not found
And birds go flying at the speed of sound
To show you how it all began
Birds came flying from the underground
If you could see it then you'd understand
Oh, when you see it then you'll understand
complicated lyric, what 1st thing come to ur head when u listen speed of sound ?for me there is only some part from the lyric..
"if u could see it then you'd understand"
Yup we always need prove, not magic or spiritual concept
or,.... our brain is not smart enough to understand simply word called " GOD "
Sunday, July 03, 2005
Light
When you are far away,
I dream of the horizon...
and words fail...
yes, I know there is no light...
in esplanade where the sun is absent,...
At the mystify eden,
show everyone my heart..
which you set alight...
enclose within me.
the light which,.
answer the endlessly...
awake me so tenderly..
and kept flyin to eternity...
R.d
I dream of the horizon...
and words fail...
yes, I know there is no light...
in esplanade where the sun is absent,...
At the mystify eden,
show everyone my heart..
which you set alight...
enclose within me.
the light which,.
answer the endlessly...
awake me so tenderly..
and kept flyin to eternity...
R.d
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